Can some one pls educate me what is love? My friend gf ask me b4 is there true love ?

I seen quite a number of break up.... been through one sad love story..... seen broke marriage........  heard of married man and women having affair !!!

Is there really true love?

I think there is .... but love will die down !! Why last time love is like so simple and nice.... now ?!? Haiz..... Must love be so pratical ?? My friend always say i think to much , my expectation too high .... Is that wrong?

But if i anyhow choose.... no expectation .... what if when we married we regert ?!? Divorce ? have affair??

Ok the bail out plan kana rejected ... i guess they sure will come out somthing !! I guess Bush dun want to do anything liao la .. going to step down soonz..... let Obhma show some of his power !!!

I guess love is not the game for me ~~

 

the police were armed mainly with batons or World War I-era rifles and spread out across the station.

attackers appeared better trained, better coordinated and better armed than police

"They are not trained to respond to major attacks," he said.

From yahoo news.... Hmmm Singapore Police know how to respond in major attack ?? Is the police doing patrol gun is powerful enough ??

With no SWAT team in this city of 18 million, authorities called in the only unit in the country trained to deal with such crises. But the National Security Guards, which largely devotes its resources to protecting top officials, is based outside of New Delhi and it took the commandos nearly 10 hours to reach the scene.

What a joke right ?!?! I believe singapore can respond faster than that ... maybe we are small !

Even the commandos lacked night vision goggles and thermal sensors that would have allowed them to locate the hostages and gunmen inside the buildings, Sahni said.

Now i know why we turning to 3G army....

I guess this event is very "close" to use as we know a singaporean was killed in this attack... May she rest in peace and the lord will give the family member strength ... God bless..

 

And for now ... I NEED TO SLP BUT I JUST CANT SLP...

First was DBS with 900 workers.... than NOL with 1,000..... what is next ??

Two town councils invested S$12m in Lehman¡Xrelated structured products !!!

Singapore expects the projected budget deficit of S$800 million for the current fiscal year ending March next year to triple as its economy has entered into a slowdown !!

 

What is next ????

 

 

I need a new Computer..... House..... and a job......

I want a car... and new phone ......

So is gf a need or want?!?!

Yes everyones know obama won the president election ... yes the first black american president !!! Whats new right ?!!?

We shall see how is he going to perform on Jan'09 !! Hope he can save the world financial market and free my shares from reds ... hahaha

Its my manger again .... she piss me off !! Lord please give me the strength i only left 39 working day !!

She ask me recon some stuff which i dun know head and tail i tried my best and left 12k plus ... i ask her how guess what she say? "Qu shen" Go give birth to the 12k out ... ARBISH !!! Feel like slapping her but she is a lady......

Pray for me k .... tml i can find the 12k. 38 more working days !!! heheehe

I will hardly meet up my father side relatives, we meet around once a year !! But this time is different ... ...

My uncle had a sudden heart attack and  passed away on 29 oct . I was very very shock when my brother called me with his sob sob voice.... I am not very close to my father side but i do not want to show them that .... Cause no matter what we are related by blood... Hope they also think like that !!

First 2 days of the wake i cannot go cause got lesson ... and is kind of far also !!

Its my first time seeing my nephew and they were told to call me "chek chek" GOSH !!! sound so old la... than later they change to call me uncle long ... than long long .. haha yup i like that calling me long long so dun sound so old haha.. But i find that they are kind of spoilt !!!

Ok my uncle wife which is my aunite side go a gal looks not bad leh ... hehe ok i know i should not be saying this !! Just hope my uncle will RIP and uncle's wife and granny will be strong !! Hope his family will have the strength to go pass these ...

Ok i will try to go see my granny once a mth k?!?!

General update !! I am getting piss with my manager she is soooooooooooooo .......  I am  very stress i am doing alot things that will harm my body !!!!

Hmmm.. I guess my tao hua is coming !! Friendster got a gal want to know me and she is an insurance agent .... So lucky or unlucky ?!?!

Today i jam the photocopy machine with alot paper every where.... I saw accident at clementi Ave 4 .. wah the car got smoke la than fire engine came !!! Crap stupid fire engine stop at the junction and the bus i taking 184 cannot turn . Waited for sometime the bus driver let us down and walk.. so i went down ! After a few steps .... the fire engine move forward and allow the bus to pass and i board the bus again ! One thing good is that the bus got a cute gal la !!! WAh... i like that type !! I bio her from the moment i board the bus !! Today in class got a gal want to borrow my notes also first time in my UNI life !! So lucky or unlucky ?!!?

Ok i would like to thanks all my buddies and family !! I really had a wonderful bday this year !!

On the actually day !! 14th Sept 2008 which is lunar 15th day 8th month which is Mr. Moon day also !!! Ok afternoon had family lunch at Merchant Court !! Hmm the food is not bad and shasimi is damn good !! Alot ppl turn up.... and lots of ang bao haha !! The best thing i got is a photo frame from my aunite with lots of my pics !!!Actually alot ppl dotes me but that day not all inivited ... and was not my ideal. Actually i rather dun have cause ppl will start asking why u didnt call who who who .. blah blah blah !!! Thats why i nv like bday ....

Part 2 friends house bbq .... Ok i almost screw up the whole BBQ i nv buy charcoal ,stater and paper cup .. Thanks alot to ppl who really help Nicky, Joan and bf ML and YL .... Starting was really sucky raining ... ya have to start the fire and stuff... Ok it suppose to be my day but i doing this stuff no choice just hope everyone is happy .. I am really happy so many ppl turn up lo ...

I kind of lazy to blog and been coming home late..... Stay tune okay !!

So fast i am 24 liao... My last year of early 20s and will be MID 20s next year !! GOSH !!!!

Thanks to all the wonderful sweet friends i have ... U knwo who you are !! The gift, the sms , the treat .. .. I really love my friends !!

Guess what i was doing at 12 strike? In the bus full of ppl and its damn pack gosh !! Should have gone to watch moive with my cousin ... But haiz he go with gals and still say want to intro me ... I shy leh !! And my cousin and his friends are mini ah sia kia and they are very sweet and gentlemen .. They set the bench man there liao later the gals expect alot from me how ??

Very nice today when to seceret gradent to eat ... Hmm very nice the good my abit pricey !! Alot ppl hold thier ROM there lo ...

24 years what is my greatest achivement ?!?!?!? I AM STILL ALIVE !!

Tml will be family lunch and BBQ cum Mooncake festival !!

Actually hor... this year very speical and i always waiting for this day lo.... cause i love mooncake fetival !!! Hope something speical happen !!!

 

 

2008	UOL91	FINANCIAL REPORTING	CREDITED	36.0
2008	UOL92	CORPORATE FINANCE	FAILED	24.0
2008	UOL93	AUDITING	CREDITED	38.0
2008	UOL97	MANAGEMENT ACCOUNTING	CREDITED	54.0

 

Ok my result is out !! As u can see i failed my corporate finance.. as expected !!! But actually i was hoping to get at least a just pass which is 34 ... For Finanical reporting i was aiming for 45...... Auditing was hopping for 50 ... Management accounting was hopping for... 50

Haiz damn sad !! All my core subject down the drain ....  

This year:

1	UOL24	PRINCIPLES OF BANKING AND FINANCE
2	UOL66	MICROECONOMICS
3	UOL79	ELEMENTS OF SOCIAL & APPLIED PSYCHOLOGY
4	UOL136	INFORMATION SYSTEMS AND ORGANISATIONS

and .... Corporate finance i going to self-study !!!

5 subject !! i must all at least get 60 and above !! I WANT MY SECOND UPPER !!!

 

DAmnz sad !!!

Oh this year my bday will speical cause it falls the same day as mid-atumn festival.

I always waiting for this day !! Last time i love to celebrate my bday i really hope my friends can remember and celebrate for  me !! But now i dun like and i dun care ler...

Actually i dun want present cause usually present will turn to useless .. i rather have scrap book , cards .....

Oh yesterday was fun mini sec sch gather ! Went mind cafe and brewerks !! Ok thanks to Kj ray fu karen yh jiwei kiat for the lovely  glam gift !! City glam my favourite !! haha I love perfume !!

What u think of marriage ?

One of my friend said no point getting married unless u want to have kids !! and she think that she want to settle down around 30 ... wow i think thats is a little too old for a women to have kids bah !!

I hope i can get married before 30 lo and have at least one kid by than !! I wish i wish i wish

Ok it been a long time since i blog ...

Hmmm where shall i start ... AH ha !! Last sat i went to my cousin chalet wow feel so old thinking back when was the last time i went to chalet ? Seems like my friends 21 bday that was 3 years back man !!

Really nice chilling with some cousin and my fav malibu+ orange and pineapple !! Must be super chilled cause the coconut taste will be damn strong !! we talk about the good old times... At first i did not really want to go cause most ppl i wont know cause its her friend.. But it did not turn out that bad ! Quite alot chio bu hehe at other chalet ... Droolll... Dun know when i will have a chance with a few close ppl drink and torn at chalet... That day i did not torn i stayed till 12 plus 1 only :(

Actually i felt bad cause i reach there i eat only bo pian nv eat lunch and i see her frwen bbq i just eat haha pai sei !!

Oh its Comex !! Ha wanted to go but damn pack first day lunch my office ppl all go grab alot stuff ... so after work wanted to go there see some stuff laptop and show girls haha cause nv been to IT fair b4 .. But was pack so i went home... Friday !! Worst morning i see ppl very early reach le !! and after work super pack!! sat is fucking pack i was at the duck tour there walking to GIO i was stuck there for quite some time .. so i took a life to the e-life and walk from there smart me eh !!

I think i am no "Siao soon" cause this year 7th mth i did not wanted to go visit my mum!! So far no car and lazy !! I remember when i graduate i all the way from clementi after graudation i go down, but now haiz... Until the very last day and it today i went ... took a cab down pray respect buy some stuff burn and go !! I was very emo when i was there think wow 19 years a go and my god sis was 3 years old when she passed away time flies Next year will be 20 years ler!! GOsh and i called my father ask how is he ... Been  so long since i left i nv call him or even want to talk to him !! WHAT GOT INSIDE ME !!

Something is lacking in my life Determination and motivation !! I AM NUA ... i think if my mum around she will nag at me and train me from young now i am decompose !!!

I miss you mum !!