Is been a long time i blog.. i guess all my reader maybe that few only has gone ! Is also great so i can bitch and whine at anyone and hopefully no one knows.....

How the hell make life damn fucking complicated ?!?! Is it me or the society? I think is the society who make life complicated and is me and YOU who make up of the society ....

Why life can't be as simple as last time? No money to study dun study lo.. just go work and earn money got how much use how much... Now got what credit card la, car la, everyone got one stupid paper which is damn fucking useful in the outside but is just useless.... ppl call it degree ! Pls dun compare degree with toilet paper... cause toilet paper look ugly and useless ... but actually it is useful la... For degree is the other way round .

Now my career is half fuck?!! I dun think i even have one ... My studies is totally like fuck !! Yupz whine whine whine is all that u know .... rite !! My cousin always say to me i should be happy in what i have... there are alot unforunated ppl around !! Ya i must agree in that ... But the hell know what i am facing now?!? Staying with well to do family but i am not well to do and its not my family.

Would u rather be rich and lose it ? or nv ever be rich ? I would rather be normal all  the way at least i wont feel that impact la....

Anyone know why baby cry when they are born ?! cause they think why the fuck am i out to this world to suffer ....

Why a dead man is always smiling when he die ? Cause they say ahhh finally end of my damn bloody suffering ....

When we are baby we suffer cause no one know what we want and we can talk...

Pri sch .. argh school homework PLSE ... Sec sch O lvl ... Poly exams... Uni Exams.. Working see boss face... get married your loans , wife ,kids... Old lonely ,illness....

So what so great about life ? When u know all these going to end it and end of the day is death ?! Why suffer so much before u die right? I really can see any hope in life ...

I know i am wierd... Think to much but i am like this i can stop my brain thinking !!

I know i am stuborn at time i know i got attitude problem what to do ?!

I used to hope and wish life was so easy and smiple.. I can wait to find a job , have my family and stuff like that.... Look around so many ppl get retrench, ppl divorce rate going up ...

I miss those days when we were young at least nothing much to worry about ....

Human are pain in the ass they are "Fan jian" !! We always think the other side of the grass is greener when we reach the other side... we regert and want to turn back but its too late.... So now we think dying is the best ... at the end it might not be !! The world still revlove without u... Maybe ur love ones will cry for u and sooner or later u will fade away in thier mind ....

No one will remember this guy call wei long one of these days.....